donderdag 24 oktober 2013
You know that sometimes you do certain things you're actually NOT supposed to be doing? Like, you're stuck in a place you know you shouldn't be in, and instead of taking the easy way out, you only make things even more complicated? Well, that happened to me.
So, I had a very partyful weekend. I really enjoyed myself with my girls. I was supposed to be going to 'le boyfriend' on monday, but we had an arguement and instead, I stayed with a friend of mine. We ended up having a double date, one that was the blind type for me.
Putting yourself in my shoes, what would you do?
- Refuse and stay in someone else's house alone.
- Accept and have a normal double date.
- Accept and be grumpy.
- Accept and get even with 'le boyfriend'.
I ended up accepting but I didn't feel like it. Tried to make it a normal double date since 'le boyfriend' isn't really a boyfriend, and therefor I wouldn't be doing anything wrong. I did behave well, but somehow, deep down inside I wish I did get even. I kind of feel bad going on a double date, even if nothing happened. Though, there's no way to get even because 'le boyfriend' is a good guy but I haven't really trained him yet to constantly obey my orders. Gosh, I wish I had stuck with girls. But 'le exgirlfriend' is mental and she too ruined a lot.
Life..
woensdag 21 oktober 2009
Okay... So yeah. I haven't blogged alot lately. Told you I wasn't much of a blogger but hey! You need to see for yourself first before you believe it, no? I've been busy with interning, work and school, and though I now have a holiday, today was my first out of seven days of work in a row of which the last two are night shifts. Tiring thought? I've still got to deal with it.
Not much happened in my quiet little life. I met this guy. But then again I always meet guys so I'm not going into details. I've been ill. Yeah... Good way of starting the fall break. Four days of doing nothing but coughing and sleeping. I'm all better now though aside of the coughing. But the rest of the family... Well they'll live.
My friend Nicci introduced me to this odd yet cute avatar site called tinierme. It's fun but complicated, so you gotta think before you can actually do something. Also on the game terms I really want ready2rumble and SSBB!!! I need more multiplayer games for my Wii. I'm selfish so I didn't really have many. Am changing it now though cause of my neighbour. She's forcing me. Can't wait for the next game con over here though.
I guess it's all I have to say for now. Perhaps in a few days or weeks I'll blog some more.
<3
donderdag 17 september 2009
So, I'm going to blog about yesterday. Yesterday was quite the day in my eyes. I met up with Daniël, at his home to be exact. We were supposed to meet up somewhere downtown, but someone would drop by to measure his broken window, so he could order a new one and had it replaced. Therefor he asked if I couldn't come by at his home. So I did.
He came to pick me up at the station in his car, and we drove to his place. I couldn't help but to catch myself glancing at is pretty green eyes. I adore them, makes him even more hot, and his long, curly hair... (yes, I love rasta but curls beat them by a lifetime) At any rate. When we got to his place, we just sat down on the couch. He asked me if I wanted something to drink but I politely had to decline. I drank gallons of tea at work earlier to try and calm my nerves. So he showed me some random video's on his laptop, waiting for that guy to show up, which he did. Then Daniël and I ended up watching Dave Chapelle. Well, I can honestly say I loved it. D's laugh... The love. HiHi. Ahem, to continue.
At first we just sat next to each other, but lazy as I am, I always lean on people or against them or sides when I get tired. Which I was. So I leaned against him, at first until he mentioned me doing so. I was going to sit up straight, but then he asked me if he could lay his arm around my shoulders. He asked. I mean, well sorry but that is just too cute in my eyes. 'Course I said yes, and snuggled into his chest. It really felt amazing, and we just remained like that for three hours. The only reason we didn't lay like that even longer, was cause he got a phone call and I had to pee. Oh well.
After that, him and I talked about his youth and my youth. Mainly how we were such bad kids and the things we used to do when we were younger. I really laughed at his stories, especially about computer games. Still funny, thinking about it. At around 6PM I went back to my home, and he went off to soccer practice. I wish I hugged him when I left, but I was a scaredy cat. I can't do much when he looks at me, his eyes... They truly are too much, and bring me off of my game. I think I'll get up and hug him tomorrow, at school though. I want to, just cause I want to feel his arms around me again.
I'll keep blogging about him when I have something new to say, and about my internship too, though the last is everything but fun. <3
Love
maandag 7 september 2009
Okay, so this blog starts about friday til today. I'm not going to write it out fully, but read if you please.
Friday, 04-09-'09.
Today was the day I wore my newly bought Esprit skinny jeans. I love them, and my boots look even more nice when I wear that jeans. Today I met Daniël at my school, a guy who I first thought was cute yet odd for always walking around. Long, small curly hair, a killer smile, a tanned and toned body. A hot voice. And he's into me <3
Saturday, 05-09-'09.
Today I had to work. Not fun, since none of them worked along. In the end we enjoyed ourselfs anyway. Today my cousin turned fifteen. I'm so glad she did! She's glad to mature, so she can get a job and work, so she can buy more clothes and stuff. After work I noticed I had a missed call from Daniël from last night. Forgot I had switched off my phone. I texted him back, and we texted til past midnight <3
Sunday, 06-09-'09.
Today was my birthday! And the first who congratulated me was no one but Daniël, who I was texting with a long time. Today was the day our age difference changed to 8 years. Still doubting though, and wondering weither I should go on a date with him. I had cake, a necklace from my parents and a lot of gifts from my friends. We went to the movies, and though we went to see G.I. Joe, we saw My Sister's Keeper. Reason why is cause we were all too late and missed the beginning for G.I. Joe. Around 9.30PM I went back home, prepared myself for a long and dreading day and got a goodnight text from Daniël. I really think I like him.
Monday, 07-09-'09.
Today I had a class about computer things for my internship. I almost fell asleep. I really didn't learn anything, since the guy didn't even knew what he was talking about. After that I met up with my neighbouring twinlet girliees. We talked, mostly about guys and I had to tell them all about Daniël. Everyone's telling me to just go on a date with him, so maybe I will. Depends, though, on how much work and such. I went to get groceries with them, and saw my other friend. I really missed her. SobSob. When I got home my feet were sore, so I just ate a chocolate pudding to make up for it. First time I ate chocolate in LONG. I feel sad about that. I'm supposed to be a chocoholic! Right now I'm on the phone with Daniël <3 Blogging more if I have to say more. <3
zondag 30 augustus 2009
Just blogging about my weekend for a bit. Honestly, I didn't do anything fun at all. I had to work both days (yes, I work a lot. Noticed?) and also had to babysit. At first, on saturday, I didn't mind at all. Things were just normal, I suppose.
About my work. I work with multi complexed handicapped people, and yes, that means people with both physical as mental disabilities. Most people think it's a hard job, and that they could never do it. I myself wouldn'tve ever thought I could do a job such as. It was the very first time I got 'involved' with the job of nursing, and my very first internship as well. I hated the thought, since most of my classmates were going to retirement homes, something I expected myself to go to. But, no. After being there for almost nine months, I got so... I don't quite know how to explain that, but something just told me that I wanted to stay, and so I have. I've worked there for over two years now, including the internship, and I still don't regret working there. It's a hell of a hard job to do, especially when one of the cliënts doesn't quite work along. But I love it. I really do.
Babysitting is something I do not for a living, but to help out my aunts. One of my aunts her daughter (aka my niece) has a son, and she goes out so often and just dumps him with my aunt whenever she does. But my aunt too has her job, and so, I often babysit him after I'm done working. I just do things with him, like play on the Wii, watch movies, bake pancakes etc. My other aunt I help out by babysitting... Well I babysit her grandson too (aunts are non-related), and I only babysit him when something urgent came up and he's staying over at her place at the moment. And today was a day like that. Unfortunately, with work and the urgent thing of my aunt costed me my whole day.
I've been up ever since 4.30AM since I couldn't sleep after really going to sleep past 2AM. I left for work at 7.35AM, since I had to get something before that, but ended up walking to my work (which is a 40 minute bus drive). It oddly enough took me 40 minutes to walk, too, and I still got there 30 minutes early (proud). I had to work till 3PM, and then left for my aunt right away. I got there 4.30PM, and she said she would hurry up, but she didn't come back until 9.30PM. Of course, I don't mind babysitting my cousin, but I had to get back by train and bus, so I didn't come home until 20-30 minutes ago? Past 10.30PM, that's for sure. I'm worn down and exhausted. And I still have school tomorrow. But my room's like an oven, so I doubt I'll get much sleep.
Bah~~ I keep on telling I'll post about something fun and such, but I would need for something like that to happen first! D: But I'm probably going shopping somewhere this week since my birthday's in exactly a week! My first happy discovery. I'm getting older in 7 days. Now that made you smile and laugh at me, didn't it?! Hopefully tomorrow I do have something fun.
~~<3
vrijdag 28 augustus 2009
Today was the day of my test, and I'm relatively pissed about it. They told us yesterday that certain things would come forth in the test, but 3/4 of what they told us that would be in it, wasn't even in it. They basically made it harder on us to get a good grade. Luckily I studied my own notes taken during class too, which did help me big time. I just hate the way some teachers go around and lie to your face. Seriously, what's YOUR problem?! Overall I think I did well, but perhaps the grade won't be satisfying in my eyes. Even if it's above 60% I'd rather have somewhere in 80%+. I'm quite the perfectionist, really, so don't wonder why I want that high.
Aside of the stupid test I've had, I had normal class too. From 8.45AM to 5.15PM. Basically my whole day, since I often don't get home before 7PM when I'm off that late. During the whole day of school I had cramps. No, I'm not on my period. Yes, I am rather annoyed by it. I almost had to throw up twice during the test, and after the test even more often felt like that. I didn't though. I've had the cramps ever since last saturday, but the doctor claims that it's just stress and that it'll pass. Lies. I hate that woman by the way.
Also I have an odd craving for B&J Caramel Chew Chew... Not sure where that came from, to be honest. My day was rather crappy, yes. But I showered, put my feet up high and am enjoying a cup of hot chocolate with whipped cream. I think that's all I've got to say for today. Sorry my blog was all moody and such, but that happens with a rotten day. Gomen ne.
~~<3
donderdag 27 augustus 2009
Vandaag heb ik mijn allereerste blog gemaakt. Niet echt, leugentje om jullie bestwil? Najaa... Mijn vorige blog is ergens aan het hemelen, denk ik. Ik moet echt even Sherelyn en Nicci bedanken. Zij hebben het onmogelijke mogelijk gemaakt::: Mij laten bloggen. Dat juist op de dag dat ik moet leren voor een toets. Ach ja, toets... Ik heb drie lessen gehad die werkelijk waar nergens over gingen, en twee lessen met info. Succes!! Niet dus. Is fxcking moeilijk en irritant. Dus nu heb ik eventjes een hoognodige leerbreak. Ik weet eigenlijk nooit waar ik over moet bloggen (ben zelf best saai), dus s.v.p. voor jezelf. Verwacht niet veel van mij. Dat doen al teveel mensen en die wachten nog steeds.
Ik zal mijn best doen om regelmatig te bloggen en leuks te posten, maar ik beloof niks. En als ik hulp nodig heb schakel ik mn prive hulpdiensten wel in.
~~<3
For those who can't read/don't speak Dutch, a translation.
Today I have made my very first blog. Not really, a lie for your own good? Well... My previous blog is ascending to heaven somewhere, I think. I really have to thank Sherelyn and Nicci. They have made the impossible possible::: Make me blog. That on the day that I'm supposed to study for a test. Oh well, test... I've had three classes which absolutely had no purpose at all, and two with some information. Good luck!! Not. It's fxcking hard and annoying. So I'm momentarily taking a desperately needed studybreak. I actually never know what to blog about (I'm quite boring), so please, for yourself. Don't expect too much from me. Too many people are doing so and they're still waiting.
I will try my best to blog regulary and something fun, but I won't promise anything. And if I need help I'll ask my private help services.
~~<3
